Continuing the Work after the South Class ... Part III

"We don't see things the way they are;
We see things the way we are."
... Talmud

... (Continued from 'Continuing the Work after the South Class ... Part II')

Today, I had my first full, in-person healing session with a fully gifted Shaman.  In spite of all the self clearing, I was experiencing some flat pain on my left upper torso. 

I started my focus from around the years 2004 -2005...

A cousin from my paternal had visited my Dad's and she is known to do sorcery.

Then, within a couple of months, I lost everything within a few months ... job, family, home, etc.

People have gotten in my way and taken what is mine.  Now, this woman in class openly declared she'd take what is mine.  My dad did that when I was a kid ... it's been an old pattern.

Issues List ... Stories that came up for me:

People just take what is mine

People take from me without my permission

People just grab and take from me and leave me to die.

People just take what is mine

People threaten me and make me feel unsafe

People try to put their words in my mouth

People try to bully me and pick fights with me for no reason

People steal from me without my permission

My healer used a pendulum while I talked to her about my issue.  Then, I was asked to pick a stone from her mesa.  At first, almost immediately, one stone spoke to me; then two others.  I picked the one that spoke to me first.  I blew my issues into that stone.  Then I sat and my healer removed a poison dart from the back left of my shoulder.  It had spread to my arms and upper left torso.  I still feel sore at the spot where it had entered.  This was sent by someone who'd felt jealous of me and had sorcery written on it.  

Next, I lay down on her table and she tested my chakras to locate the affected chakras.  Chakras two, three, five six and seven were affected.  She started working on my second and then third chakras.  

While she worked on my second chakra, I felt some pressure in my sixth and seventh chakras ... this was because of some upper world pieces like vows that had been put on me that I'd no say in.  There were other pieces that were in the lower world.

Then she worked on my third chakra and found some ancestral links that were not yet ready to be worked on.  Then she did some tracking and went on to find the core issue behind this pattern that I'd attracted / had affinity for.  The core issue was "worthiness."  At its worse, this shows up in my life as thoughts and feelings like "life has no value."

Then she did a few more extractions ... one was in my diaphragm and the other was in my lower left torso.  The second one moved around and opened up a part of a deeper layer; so I now felt pressure in my throat.  I still feel like someone / something is strangling me; but she decided to end it here and asked me to observe what came up during the next few weeks while I integrated the feeling of 'worthiness' into my being.  

I loved the session and felt much gratitude for her help with the matter.

"Creation is incomplete without Me"

...

"I'm Worthy;

I'm invaluable"

Day 2: 

I won't accept this cousin's son because I hate his dad... related to my cousin by marriage.

Childhood memories / issues around mom and abandonment / rejection, etc. ... sent reiki to her without asking and had a release ... Issue still unresolved.

Joyeeta's issue in my throat ... I've some affinity there.

Control / spying dad issue resolved.

 I just finished sending 3 hrs reiki about 40 min ago... I used Aquamarine ... a very soul healing stone. Angels had recommended it for me about 2.5 yrs ago and at the gem show a vendor guy gave it to me for free. I've had it by my bed side ever since ... remembered and felt gratitude about receiving vs. people taking from me.