I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation
rock. I was wearing my yellow dress. I stated my journey intention to Lord
Shiva, “Lord Shiva, I want to receive messages about what practices they would
recommend for me during the coming months this New Year.”
I went and stood by Goddess Parvati. A weird
thing happened. She spit on my left palm and black snakes came crawling out of
there; they exited as a bunch somewhere into the Universe. I brought my
attention back to mount Kailash and repeated my journey intention to Goddess
Parvati. I was instantaneously taken to a scene. It was a beautiful scene. It
was a valley with a pool in the center. There was a small hill with large rocks
lining the sides of it. I was supported on one of these yellowish sand colored
huge rocks as I was trying to crawl uphill by the sides of a mountain and I had
a open sword between my legs and I was trying to hold on to it with my legs as
I tried to crawl uphill. I was awed; this seemed like a lot of struggle and it
was exactly how I had been feeling.
Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum,
I came back to normal reality, back to my room.
I went back in journey space to ask for some
healing around this, both from Goddess Parvati and from Lord Shiva, but nothing
happened; they just put me to sleep each time.
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Tuesday, January 02, 2018.