I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on
his huge meditation rock. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord
Shiva, could you please heal my ego. Can I see my ego? I’d like to give it to
you.”
At first, a kid / teenage soul appeared; it
looked like my 13 – 17 years old, dressed in pale yellow pastel frock and bob
hair. She looked like the same one who was psychically attacked in my power
center, third chakra. I’m not sure if I just imagined seeing her appear or just
initiated the process, but it did not stop here. She changed into a ugly, dark
skinned woman with a fat oval face. The dark tone of her skin resembled the
dark grey of an Indian buffalo and she had her lips and nose were pointed
upwards in the air like that of a snobbish person. She had roundish eyes and
she was clad in a bright yellow saree. The yellow color of the saree is a tone
I love, but it looked ugly on her. She was probably wearing a nose ring as well.
I looked at her for some time as she stared with that snobbish look, at first
straight ahead and then back at me and as she sat next to me on my right,
facing Lord Shiva. After watching her for some time, I requested Lord Shiva to
take her. I told him that I wanted to give her to him. I sat her on Lord
Shiva’s lap.
Then, at the sound of the return beat of the
drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.
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Friday, April 6, 2018.
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