1) Journey to ask a guide to take me to upper world to meet a teacher to
show me something or give me knowledge.
I went to my sacred Garden and stated my journey
intention to myself, “Journey to ask a guide to take me to upper world to meet
a teacher to show me something or give me knowledge or to heal.”
I knew it would
be him I’d meet. Lord Shiva had told me to go to him when I had asked him who I
was supposed to worship, or if I was supposed to worship someone else. This was
from several months ago within the year. Lord Shiva has said, “Come to Me.”
Then, the next
day he had told me, “You are always here.” At this I had landed up howling and
crying, “Lord Shiva, don’t tell me not to come to you … and so on.” Then I
settled down and realized, yes I’m always there! He did not tell me not to go
to him. He told me, “Come to me.”
I was waiting at
the door of the cave, the entrance to my sacred garden. It was almost
immediately that he showed up himself. He extended his hand towards me. Then he
began to grow taller and taller and I began to grow smaller and smaller till I
was the size of a kid. I was dressed in a rose pink frock. I just got on his
arms and he got even taller. Then he flew for some time and had shape shifted
to a creature with white feathers and white horse head and I was in its arms in
kid form. Then we were among the
Himalayan mountains and once again I was in the arms of Lord Shiva and he was
taller than the Himalayas just standing. He sat me down on a high platform
among the mountains and he sat down sort of facing me. The snow capped peaks
looked silvery with the sun shinning down on them. Once he had sat down, he was
his normal dad size.
Lord Shiva sat
opposite or next to me and I sat facing him with my back to the west. Then he
did some work on that kid. He held her hands in his and once this was done, she
jumped on his lap and I sat down in her place in my true form. I was shown that
my stomach was bulging. I asked for a healing from her and she sent me a
constant flow of light and suddenly two black beings jumped out of my stomach.
The beings were still wrapped around like a coil inside my stomach. Lord Shiva
helped them get taken out.
The next
instant, I was shown a scene. There was a block with rows of houses on both
sides. I got the message. There were residents in my third chakra or abdomen
and they needed to be removed.
Then, at the
sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to the
center of the circle.
This journey was
done in my Shaman circle group and Jim led the drumming.
// Saturday, November 17, 2018.
2) Journey to ask Lord Shiva to help me release residents from my third
chakra.
In the previous
journey I was shown a scene. There was a block with rows of houses on both
sides. I got the message. There were residents in my third chakra or abdomen
and they needed to be removed.
I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on
his huge meditation rock. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord
Shiva, could you please help me release residents from my third chakra.”
I went with Lord Shiva to the scene I was shown in
the previous journey. There was a block with rows of single-family houses on
both sides. The houses were built of stucco and cement with garage doors. It
was a good neighborhood with new construction. I went to the nearest garage
door, placed my hand on it to open. Then I requested that all residents from
the block pack up to evacuate. The residents on the North side of the dwelling
came out and I let them know that they would be getting a healing from Lord
Shiva before they evacuated. As they waited, Lord Shiva got taller and bigger
and the residents slowly disappeared.
From the opposite line of houses, none of the
residents had showed up so far.
Then, at the
sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my
room.
// Saturday, November 17, 2018.
3) Journey to ask Lord Shiva to help me release remaining residents from
my third chakra.
In the first of
the previous journeys I was shown a scene. There was a block with rows of
houses on both sides. I got the message. There were residents in my third
chakra or abdomen and they needed to be removed.
I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on
his huge meditation rock. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord
Shiva, could you please help me release the remaining residents from my third
chakra.”
I merged with Lord Shiva went with him went to
the scene I was shown in the previous journey. There was a block with rows of single-family
houses on both sides. The houses were built of stucco and cement with garage
doors. It was a good neighborhood with new construction. I went to the nearest
garage door, placed my hand on it to open. Then I requested that all residents
from the block pack up to evacuate.
The residents on the North side of the dwelling
had already been evacuated in the previous journey. From the opposite line of
houses, none of the residents had showed up so far. I requested that the
residents on this side of the dwelling pack up and evacuate. A few humans came
out and among them a few women were dressed in black burkha like clothing. I
requested Lord Shiva for a healing. Those residents who had come out
disappeared soon and the land on this side began to rise. It rose for a few
feet an then stopped and remained as such. No more residents came out.
Then, at the
sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my
room.
// Saturday, November 17, 2018.
4) Journey to ask Maa devi to help me with my health.
I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation
rock. He was eating Payesh in a
bowl. I went and sat next to Maa devi, on her left side. We were both sitting
in silence. I then asked her, Maa devi, do you have anything to say to me? She
said nothing. I then requested Maa devi, “Maa devi, could you please help me
with my health and heal my stomach?” I reminded her that someone had attacked
me there with an arrow while I was sleeping.”
Maa devi showed me a big colony of houses. It was
huge with terracotta roofs and a wall all around in pale yellow. The houses
were all pale yellow also. The atmosphere was pretty bright and shiny all
around; it was daylight. It was or looked like and extension of the block of
houses I was shown by Lord Shiva a few months back, in early November. We had
already evacuated that block. Maa devi said you have to get rid of the
residents; ask Lord Shiva to help you. This was new information and I felt
happy coming back with that information.
Then, at the sound of the return beat of the
drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.
// Saturday, December 29, 2018.
5) Journey to heal and clear the residents that Maa devi had showed me in
the prior journey.(probably from my stomach chakra)–
I returned to the above journey in another one to two days after the
previous one.
At this time, the intention of the Journey was to heal and clear the
residents from those housed in the colony on the east side. I went to mount
Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I stated my journey
intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please heal and clear the
residents from that colony Maa devi showed me.” I then merged with Lord Shiva
and Baby Makhan Chor.
Together, merged into Lord Shiva, we went to the colony that Maa devi
had showed me in the prior journey. It was a pretty big residential lot with single
family or town houses built in rows like in the case of modern day condos and
town homes. Each house sat on a small plot of land and did not have its own
wall surrounding. This residential establishment was surrounded by a cement
wall all round. The wall was colored pale yellow and all the houses had the
same pale yellow color and red terracotta roofs.
I made an intention for those residents to pack up and gather outside
to leave. I urged baby Makhan Chor to help.
Soon, lots I saw lots of women or people in black burkhas or robes
gather quickly in the center and there were a lot more people today. Suddenly,
they started to move toward the north side of the wall. It was sort of crowded
there. Then suddenly those people turned into animal like creatures. They
appeared to look like mice or rats and tried to climb over the wall surrounding
the colony and made a crack in that wall and tried to escape that way. They
were not digging in like mice though. It was a different atmosphere that
surrounded the colony now. There was a darkness prevailing over the colony; it
was almost dark as night for a few moments.
I called on all my helping spirits to help. I called in ganesh and his
mice and Hanumanji and mother earth and my power animals. Finally, I gave them
to Mother earth and she took them into her molten lava.
However, the houses were still standing. It was a big colony of
houses. It was huge with houses with terracotta roofs and a wall all around in
pale yellow. The houses were all pale yellow also. The atmosphere was pretty
bright and shiny all around; it was daylight again. I requested Lord Hanumanji
to see if he could do something with his wind energy. Soon, all the houses flew
away and I could see beings inside. It was one being, black colored under each
roof and they were all sitting and immobile. They were not activated yet is how
I would explain it.
Lord Shiva appeared over the colony and they gradually disappeared.
Lord Shiva was standing there and he grew tall and seemed to absorb them in or
make them disappear.
At some point during the clearing, I felt some sharp pains in my
stomach. I could not say it his was due to the healing or due to the fact that
I had eaten come sweets. It took a few sessions or repetitions of the drumming
journeys to fully evacuate this colony. I repeated on consecutive drumming
tracks of my CD.
At the end of it, here was water coming from somewhere and washing
over this land. The colony was empty now. All of the houses had disappeared and
there was white sand all over and the water was washing over it.
Then, at the sound of the return beat of the
drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.
// Saturday, December 29, 2018.
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