Journeys to Around Death and Dying - 1

1)    Journey to ask Lord Shiva to show me which layer of upper or lower world I was in before I came into this birth.

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please show me which layer of upper or lower world I’ll be in if I were to die now, today.”

I was interested in knowing which layer; so I layered out seven layers of upper world on the upper side of middle world and another seven lavers of lower world on the lower side of middle world. I then waited for an answer. Above the seventh layer of upper world, I traced Shivlok, Lord Shiva’s abode. I showed up in the first layer i.e, the lowermost layer of upper world.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Wednesday, August 01, 2018.

2)    Journey to ask Lord Shiva to show me which layer of upper or lower world my Mom will be in if she were to die now, today (Wednesday, August 01, 2018).

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please show me which layer of upper or lower world my Mom will be in if she were to die now, today (Wednesday, August 01, 2018).”

I was interested in knowing which layer; so I layered out seven layers of upper world on the upper side of middle world and another seven lavers of lower world on the lower side of middle world. I then waited for an answer. Above the seventh layer of upper world, I traced Shivlok, Lord Shiva’s abode. My mother showed up in seventh, i.e, top layer of upper world.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

I too wanted to reach here and above that, to Shivlok, on Lord Shiva’s lap within this lifetime.

// Wednesday, August 01, 2018.

3)    Journey to ask Lord Shiva to help me attain Shiv Lok within this lifetime.

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock.  I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please heal whatever needs to be healed and release whatever needs to be released that is keeping me from attaining Shiv Lok within this lifetime.”

Lord Shiva did some healing on me and then I was tranced out.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Wednesday, August 01, 2018.

4)    Journey to ask Lord Shiva to show me which layer of upper or lower world I’ll be in if I were to die now, today (Tuesday, August 14, 2018).

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I went stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please show me which layer of upper or lower world I’ll be in if I were to die now, today (Tuesday, August 14, 2018.).”

I was interested in knowing which layer; so I layered out seven layers of upper world on the upper side of middle world and another seven lavers of lower world on the lower side of middle world. I then waited for an answer. Above the seventh layer of upper world, I traced Shiv lok, Lord Shiva’s abode. I showed up in the third or fourth layer. It counted as the third, but it felt like the middle layer of the upper world. I sat there draped in a white dress and unable to move; I did not know what to do. Under me was a white like a layer to sit on and surrounding it, little further away, it there was some light grey surrounding the land or cloud I sat on. I felt stuck there and unable to move.  Apart from this, everything else looked bright and shiny around me. I call on Lord Shiva in desperation, “Lord Shiva, can you show me how I should get out of here?”

Lord Shiva Showed up with a smile as he extended his hand towards me. He said, “Come, let me show you.” I took a hold of Lord Shiva’s hand and stood up. I was wearing a white gown with big frill from the waist down; like the ones the European or English women wore in the Victorian era. It felt very heavy. I asked Lord Shiva if he could take it off of me. He stood in front of me in a gesture to undress me. I did not want to feel like his wife; so I requested him to stand behind me and take that dress off of me. Lord Shiva stood behind me; and the next thing I saw was that I was dressed in a different white gown. This one was too tight and my stomach and breasts were bulging out. It looked and felt very tight and I was feeling very suffocated. I asked Lord Shiva that if I were to take off this dress, what would I dress in. Even he wears clothes. He then let me know that I was attached to my clothes. Lord Shiva said, “Wear the divine light” and I was shown a cloth shaped white light with a double layer of pale lavender stripes for border.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to the center of the circle.

After returning home that night, the truth of the situation sunk in. I had truly been feeling stuck because of the amount of old clothes in my possession that I am unable to just let go.

// Tuesday, August 14, 2018.

5)    Journey to ask Goddess Lalita to help me move out of the third layer of upper world.

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I offered my puja to Lord Shiva and then I stated my intention to Lord Shiva to journey with Goddess Lalita. I invited Lord Shiva to join us there and then I proceeded to meet with Goddess Lalita in her sacred garden. Once there, I stated my journey intention to her, “Goddess Lalita, could you please help me to move out of the third layer of upper world. Could you please release my attachment to my clothes without getting rid of them; at least the good or and useful ones.”

Lord Shiva had also shown up as always; but my attention was not on him. As quickly as I had stated my intention, Goddess Lalita had produced a waterfall under her garden on the side and my attention was immediately drawn there. The water was sparkling clean and the water seemed to move from the west to east on the northern side.  I watched the waterfall.

When I was done and the scene disappeared from my view, I tested myself. I went to that soul part after death today and pull her up to the middle or fourth layer easily and to the fifth layer with some effort.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Wednesday, August 22, 2018.

6)    Journey to ask Lord Shiva to show me which layer of upper or lower world I was in before I came into this birth.

This is a repeat journey of the first one.

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please show me which layer of upper or lower world I’ll be in if I were to die now, today.”

I was interested in knowing which layer; so I layered out seven layers of upper world on the upper side of middle world and another seven lavers of lower world on the lower side of middle world. I then waited for an answer. Above the seventh layer of upper world, I traced Shivlok, Lord Shiva’s abode. I showed up sitting in the first layer i.e, the lowermost layer of upper world.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Friday, November 09, 2018.

7)    Journey to ask Lord Shiva to show me which layer of upper or lower world I’ll be in if I were to die now, today (Friday, November 09, 2018).

This is another repeat journey.

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I went stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please show me which layer of upper or lower world I’ll be in if I were to die now, today (Friday, November 09, 2018).”

I was interested in knowing which layer; so I layered out seven layers of upper world on the upper side of middle world and another seven lavers of lower world on the lower side of middle world. I then waited for an answer. Above the seventh layer of upper world, I traced Shiv lok, Lord Shiva’s abode. I showed up in the fourth or fifth layer.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Saturday, November 10, 2018.