Friday, April 6, 2018

Journey to ask for practices for the coming months.

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I was wearing my yellow dress. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, I want to receive messages about what practices they would recommend for me during the coming months this New Year.”

I went and stood by Goddess Parvati. A weird thing happened. She spit on my left palm and black snakes came crawling out of there; they exited as a bunch somewhere into the Universe. I brought my attention back to mount Kailash and repeated my journey intention to Goddess Parvati. I was instantaneously taken to a scene. It was a beautiful scene. It was a valley with a pool in the center. There was a small hill with large rocks lining the sides of it. I was supported on one of these yellowish sand colored huge rocks as I was trying to crawl uphill by the sides of a mountain and I had a open sword between my legs and I was trying to hold on to it with my legs as I tried to crawl uphill. I was awed; this seemed like a lot of struggle and it was exactly how I had been feeling.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

I went back in journey space to ask for some healing around this, both from Goddess Parvati and from Lord Shiva, but nothing happened; they just put me to sleep each time.


// Tuesday, January 02, 2018.

Journey to the Moon on a day after the full moon night.

This time of the year, the moon is closest to the earth and so, this is considered to be a powerful full moon.

I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I was wearing a white dress and I sat on my small rock next to his. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, I’d like to visit the Moon during this full moon energy and ask for some healing and messages. I invited his wife, Goddess Parvati and Angel Cupid as well to accompany me. I stayed merged with Lord Shiva during the journey. On our way to the moon, as we flew up there, I found us sitting on a bright white duck with yellow beaks. It had mysteriously appeared. Next thing, we were all merged into this white duck.

After we arrived at the moon, we danced around the moon holding hands. Then we went inside and I asked the Moon Goddess to give me some healing. I received some very gentle healing as I lay under the moon light and on the moon’s surface in journey space.

I asked about the duck towards the end of the journey and also referred to the raven and I was told that this duck was the bird of the full moon while the raven is the bird of the new moon.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Tuesday, January 02, 2018.


Journey to ask Lord Shiva to show me the physical layout of my central channel

and compare it to that of Saint Adi Shankaracharya.


I went to mount Kailash. Lord Shiva was seated on his huge meditation rock. I sat on my small rock next to his. I stated my journey intention to Lord Shiva, “Lord Shiva, could you please show me the physical layout of my central channel and compare it to that of Saint Adi Shankaracharya and also please heal and release any blockages and issues there.”

Lord Shiva stood up after a while. He first cleared away some black smoke from the edges of the cliff to the south. Then he took me to the place where he shows me my physical landscapes.

The atmosphere was bright and lit up by the western sun. He showed me a narrow rivulet or body of water. The water was shiny and clean. It was travelling from the South to the North. This was the landscape of how mine was supposed to be, I guessed later on.

Next, he showed me Saint Adi Shankaracharya’s central channel as another river. This river was about four to five times the width of my river. It was flowing from the west to the east. It was sunnier on his side and his river was surrounded by healthy green meadows on either side.

Next, we returned to look at my river again. The waters in my river mysteriously dried up right in front of me and there was a strip of black dirt land on either side of my river. The atmosphere was still same. I asked Lord Shiva to do some healing for my central channel and release issues and blockages there and clean it up. After quite some time, there was clean and silvery sparkly water flowing in my river as well. The width of my river remained the same.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room. I asked Lord Shiva to continue with the healing and complete it while I dropped off to sleep.


// Monday, January 01, 2018.

Thursday, November 23, 2017

Journey into my womb.

Journey into my womb.

a)    I went to my marble Shivling that he had shown me inside a temple. I started to do abhishek on it with milk, water and Bael leaves and as is usual at times, this Shivling started to move and change size. So I decided to just sit on the lower yoni portion of the Shivling as I poured my offerings of milk and water over it. I’d not gone with any healing intention in mind; I was just there to do abhishek. This just happened spontaneously along with a thought I had (it looks like a vibrator). I do not remember if it was I or if my soul part who likes to show me stuff had appeared. She / I started to play with the shivling. I put my yoni over the Shivling and let it slide through. When I was at the bottom with the shivling yoni base just about under me, the ling just spontaneously separated off from the yoni base of the marble Shivling and the ling travelled through my yoni. I travelled with it and followed it. Once it landed into my womb / uterus, it transformed spontaneously into Lord Shiva. I stood next to Lord Shiva and looked around. The walls of my uterus had cysts all over. I asked Lord Shiva to heal those and he sent some white light till all the cysts disappeared.

Just then, the sound of the return beat of the drum sounded. I let the ling of the Shivling remain there when I returned and I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Saturday, April 22, 2017.


b)    After I returned from this journey, I asked Lord Shiva to send his ball of light through all the holes in my body.

Saturday, November 18, 2017

Journey to heal relationships that entwine grief.

 1.    Journey to heal a relationship that entwines grief.

I played track number one of my drumming CD for this journey. It runs for approximately thirteen minutes.

I went to my sacred Garden. Then I stated my journey intention to Angel Cupid and Lord Shiva, “Journey to heal a relationship that entwines grief.” Although this was the intent I stated, what I was actually getting in my thoughts repeatedly was, “Journey to block a relationship that entwines grief.”

I was still in my sacred garden with Angel Cupid and Lord Shiva. A brightly lit city showed up in the northeast. It was a golden white sunlight and all the buildings were ivory white and dome shaped, like the top of mosques and temples. I asked if I had to actually travel to the city and Angel Cupid said, “Yes.” The strip of land that appeared was densely built with two rows and all the buildings looked the same.

I went with angel Cupid riding on my horseback. Lord Shiva followed suit on his Nandi ox with Devi Parvati on her lion. I’d invited them both. I’d also invited my Jaguar. This city was in lower world and was made within view from my sacred garden. Once there, I remained seated on my horseback with angel Cupid. Lord Shiva took off and disappeared somewhere. I looked around at the houses; they all looked the same. The one closest to me had a pinkish red floor. And there were no walls, just thick, tall pillars to support the dome shaped roof; the temple itself with the idols was not visible to me. They all looked the same. Some of the other buildings might have had walls too, but they were not in my focus, so I couldn’t say. I remained seated on my horseback with angel Cupid for the remainder of the journey.

Finally, Lord Shiva arrived with a pink balloon in his hand and handed it to me. I took it, quite confused. Balloons usually make me feel happy; but this time, I felt nothing. Then I handed the balloon to angel Cupid for safekeeping. Then I returned to my sacred garden with angel Cupid at the sound of the return beat of the drum.

Then I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

Then I went on to the next journey and stated my journey intention to Angel Cupid and Lord Shiva, “Journey to ask Lord Shiva to heal a relationship that entwines loss for me.” I found that my sacred garden was somewhat shadowed and the shadow was extending towards the city that we’d just left behind. Lord Shiva had already taken off towards upper world. I did not know where his final destination was going to be. I did not see any chord or track that he followed. I asked my Jaguar to eat up the darkness and shadows.

Angel Cupid handed me the balloon and said, “ You have to accept the balloon; you have taken it, but you have not accepted it.” Then he handed me the pink balloon that Lord Shiva had brought to me. I took some personal time and accepted the balloon as best as I could at that moment; it did not feel complete. I had no idea what it was; I just trusted Lord Shiva and my angel about this.

// Saturday, February 20, 2016.


2.    Journey to heal all relationships that entwine grief… in past, present and future life times.

I went to my sacred Garden and stated my journey intention to Angel Cupid and Lord Shiva, “Journey to heal all relationships that entwine grief… in past, present and future life times.”

My power animal, horse, was in my Sacred Garden along with Angel Cupid and Lord Shiva. I sat on my horseback and watched as the lower world on the east side of my sacred garden opened and went lower and further down to reveal a pool of wet mud; it could have been the bottom of a pool or it could have been “Chora Bali” (shifting sand). I watched it for a very long time, with no change whatsoever. Then new trees with new growth began to grow from the outside in till all of the wetland was planted.

Then, at the sound of the return beat of the drum, I came back to normal reality, back to my room.

// Saturday, July 01, 2017.